My Purpose and My Journey to Find it No. 2

My animal card today is a dolphin.   The dolphin reminds me to slow down, to remember to breathe deeply.  It's amazing how I can go through a whole day and not do this.  The one thing I find about myself when I practice this stuff is that I get worse. 
My husband pointed out to me that I don't get worse, I just become more aware, I notice my "dizziness"!  I  even turned left on a red light after going to the market this morning!  I wasn't breathing then.  I was on Jeju Island automatic pilot where you can turn "left" anytime with care.
The dolphin card also comes up to help me plot my course back to spirit.  It also asks me to look back at the time I was born to see if there are any hinderences from that time.
There's another book I got from the library and I was going to take it back without reading it.  (Sometimes I have the feeling too many books can scatter the energy).  But given the card today I thought I had better at least see what it is about.  It's called Create Your Perfect Future by Anne Jirsch.  I guess I didn't pick this up by mistake either as it seems to have some exercises in the book which will help me towards my goal of being a healer and accessing my akashic records.
Tonight I practiced opening up and closing with regard to spiritual exercise.  My thoughts were about my family.  They are always negative but as I was breathing out I imagined releasing those thoughts.  I lit a couple of candles and turned out the light before I started.  I always love the feel of candles, they're like listening to water.... very peaceful. 
It's a hot humid night in Cairns tonight and it's difficult to get to sleep.

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