My Purpose and My Journey to Find It No. 7

Today I started to read a book called Why We Are Born by Akemi G.  I ordered this through Amazon and had been waiting a few weeks for it.  There is a really good section on the EGO and how it works.  I think the biggest thing I got out of this is that if it judges or criticises it's the EGO.  That is probably one of THE most helpful bits of information I have received to help me with my journey to enlightenment.  And when I say journey to I mean my journey within.  It's my understanding we are all enlightened it's just covered over by EGO.  So I don't have to BECOME anything or improve myself I just need to slow down and drop my EGO and see what is underneath. 
Note:  This next paragraph may be upsetting to you as it was me.
I was given some awful information today about a pedophile ring .... people in high places breeding children kids escaped she's now a grown woman and went on the Dr Phil show.  I couldn't get past the fact that I felt so helpless that I can't do anything to help thatfor their sick pleasures.  One of these situation.  None of us "ordinary" folk have the money or power to stop this horrid sex trade.   The Dutch government refused to allow the show to view in the Netherlands.  This is huge and worldwide!
My husband had to talk to me for a good hour, I was soooo.. angry.  He explained that the only thing I can do is raise my own vibrations so I can read mine and others Akashic records.   That I am here to do what I do best and I have to follow that. 
I thought I'd better get in some nature that afternoon so I put myself under a shady tree by the water.   I had recently joined a psychic learning group on Facebook so I decided to turn my energy that afternoon in helping others.  I found some people asking for help and I shuffled and drew a card to help.  That felt good.  My day do much better for doing that.

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