My Purpose and My Journey to Find It No. 4

Well my card today was the Red Panda.  One thing about me, I rarely get angry and have only blown my top once.  My husband has always said that's not healthy and I think he looks forward to the day when I really lose it.  He thinks I have all this supressed anger in me just waiting to come out.  When he says that I look inside to try and find this anger and I can't find it!   The explanation on this card was interesting as it said "I find it hard to punish, blame or accuse anyone because my heart is free of vengeance and self importance".  I thought this is the perfect way to explain the way I am.  The panda gets you from a place of ego to a place of humility and gratefulness.  Let's face it we all need that.  As my husband opened the door for me once again today (he has really good manners) I took the time to say I really appreciated the fact that he had such good manners.  I think he might have been in shock as he didn't say anything. ..but it felt good to say and so often we take these little things for granted!  

As I'm learning about the Akashic records and how to access them at the mo I learnt that just by remembering things in the past is bringing up a record.  I just need to keep slowing down and keep asking the right questions and practising the exercises in the book I'm reading.

Nige said he was wondering if in the new year we could meet other people who are interested in this stuff.  As soon as he thought that I told him that I just discovered that the author of the book I'm reading is in Noosa Heads!  He couldn't believe his ears!  We happen to be moving to the Gold Coast in the new year!

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