My Purpose and My Journey to find it No. 5

My card today was the Black Bear.  The black bear teaches about introspection,  inner strength, independence and self sufficiency.  I need to pay attention to my own personal beliefs and values.  It asks that I nurture a greater appreciation for silence and positive change.  It helps me break through the illusion of personal limitations and false beliefs  and realise a willingness to step into the unknown.  It's asking me to ponder  life, contemplate my spiritual path and make self empowering choices.
We have a friend staying with us at the moment.  He's invited his friend to stay at our house.  He did ask and we said yes.  But there is a total lack of respect towards us.  His friend came in and cooked and left a mess on the floor which I cleaned up.  I asked my friend twice not to leave the terrace door open as I get bitten by the midges that come in.  He left it open.   He then proceeds to give our key to his friend and tells him he can come in and out of our place as he likes knowing we work and knowing that Nige is sleeping right by the door.  This lack of respect towards us is something I'm over.  This is a lesson and I've decided I'm prepared to end this friendship.   We actually don't have anything in common.  We have changed so much and I find it difficult to find things to talk about.  I want to talk about Akashic records and he wants to talk about 20 year old couch surfers.  I'm trying to marry up the lesson with the card today and I can't quite see it.  Maybe tomorrow...

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